Sunday, November 9, 2025

De Anima: Epilogue

The Artifact broke, exploding in a burst of light. Its black glass shell shattered, its delicate mechanisms, all brass gears and wires and arcane widgets, spilling across the floor.

Betsy reflexively fired her pistol, twice.

Huge clouds of thick, bluish-black smoke poured from the shattered Artifact and filled the room.

The Artifact and the wights began to make a long, high-pitched keening noise.

The wights fired their rifles randomly, with no rhyme or reason, spinning around and shooting at nothing in particular.

Betsy, Helen, and the Resistance guys all started coughing uncontrollably when they inhaled the noxious smoke.

In the midst of the commotion, there was the noise of stone grinding on stone.

Betsy, still coughing, seized a chair and threw it through the nearest window. The window shattered, and the chair fell fifteen stories to the ground in a cloud of glass shards. Smoke boiled out into the drizzling night through the broken window.

After several seconds, the wights stopped shooting, stopped keening, and clattered to the ground, inert.


Julian had not expected the Artifact’s destruction to be such a good distraction. He had expected it to shatter without ceremony or fuss. But, in the flash and smoke, he had taken the opportunity to duck through a secret passage.

Julian briefly considered trying to find the architect who designed the palace, in the unlikely event that he was still alive, and pay him twice for the brilliant idea to include so many secret passageways. They were certainly coming in handy.

The wall and bookcase[1] rotated back into place after he passed through.

Julian, staggering against a wall, managed to resist the need to cough after having inhaled a lungful of the terrible bluish smoke. The taste of the smoke was indescribably awful, like burning laboratory chemicals.

His thigh felt funny. He touched it curiously, and his fingers came away bloody. Great: a brand-new bullet wound to add to his collection.

He limped away, down the secret corridor.


Betsy and her Resistance fighters managed to open all the library’s big windows, which eventually reduced the smoke to a thin haze.

It gradually became clear that Julian was no longer present. So Betsy ordered two Resistance guys, “Find Julian Malachi and bring him back here. Or kill him, that would be fine too.” The indicated Resistance guys departed through the open door.

The others looked on as Betsy walked over to the shattered remains of the Artifact and nudged it with her foot.

It had been reduced to a pile of shattered glass, congealing bluish goo, brass gears and cogs, and miscellaneous unidentifiable widgets. Betsy was a little disappointed, but was still inclined to call this a victory. “Let’s see if we can’t find the wine cellar in this bloody place. We’ve won; I say it’s party time.”

The Resistance guys cheered tiredly, and ambled happily out the door with their leader.

Helen sat by Kate’s body, cradling her head in her lap. She had run out of words, and neither spoke nor wept. She could only sit, utterly defeated.

 

The bodies in the marketplace were perfectly, naturally still. Several wights lay among the other bodies, having collapsed where they stood.

The rain had stopped, leaving the world feeling clear, scrubbed clean.

Julian emerged from the palace’s side door. He limped silently to one of the abandoned vendor stalls: a clothing seller.

He took some time to select a heavy travelling cloak from the stall’s wares, and shrugged it over his shoulders, wincing at the pain.

He pulled the cloak’s hood up to obscure his face.

Then he walked slowly away, picking his way carefully over the bodies, towards the rising sun.



[1] Of course there was a secret rotating door behind a bookcase in the library. And of course it was activated by pulling a specific rarely-consulted tome – in this case, Accounting and Insurance Adjustment Practices of Iskazka. Which Julian had a second copy of, anyway.


Sunday, November 2, 2025

De Anima: Chapter Six

The Adam-wight strode into the Artifact’s room at the head of a squad of armed and armored wights.

Images still flickered madly on a few of the screens on the wall, but most were smashed all to pieces. Shattered glass crunched under Adam’s feet as the creature made a circuit of the room.

It spoke out loud to itself, <Exterminating the worms that defile, cleansing the earth of the beasts that crawl and slither, purging the muck that clogs the proper workings of the world. Every second, the extermination draws closer to completion. Soon there will be no others but me, the king of kings.>

Julian interrupted the creature’s musings in his best Caluthian, <Monarch over an empty desolation.> He stood at the door of the Artifact’s room.

The wights all raised their rifles and aimed them at Julian. The few remaining intact wall-screens all switched to constant, unchanging views from the eyes of the wights in the room, all focused on Julian.

But they didn’t fire.

The Adam-wight, curious in victory, spoke, <The master has become the hunted prey, and the servant has become crowned king. Why, then, does the hunted prey now appear before the court of the king?>

Julian, defiant, replied, <Because I would rather die a man than live in fear in your empty desolation.>

The expression on Adam’s face was constant, never changing from its wrathful countenance. <The timid deer faces the wolf’s jaws alone, and the hunted prey chooses a quick death over a life of fear. But you, Julian Malachi, have earned a special torment. I am he who is called Death and the arbiter of death, and I rescind your right to choose the manner of your end.>

Julian tilted his head slightly to one side. He had really expected the Artifact to just shoot him, he’d never expected to get this far into a conversation. Lacking the Artifact’s easy native facility with the Caluthian language, and finding himself unable to quite express all the nuances of his sentiment, he switched back to his native tongue, “Oh. So you’re going to let me live, just to be a dick?”

Mixed with the loathing and the rage in the Adam-wight’s speech were strains of what sounded almost like mocking glee. <It is for the farmer to cull the herd, and it is for the flooding river to wash away the crops. It is for the spring thaw to melt the winter snows, and for the thunder and the lightning to crack the forest tree. So it is not for the subjects but for the king to choose who is destroyed and when.>

Julian glanced around at the array of rifles pointed at his face. “So… I should just leave, then?”

<The timid deer shall leave rather than throw itself into the predator’s jaws, and the warrior shall put aside his blade? The day shall pass meekly into night, and the prey shall not force injury with ill-considered attacks?>

Julian shrugged. “I did kind of promise somebody I wouldn’t hurt you.” As far as he was concerned, his promise to Kate still stood. The Artifact didn’t want to kill him, and he didn’t want to destroy Adam.

The creature acknowledged the standoff, <Then you shall stay, and watch to behold the end of all things.>

The wights moved towards Julian, in unison.

Julian didn’t want to hurt Adam’s body, but he had no such qualms about the other wights. He whipped out his sword and swung it at the nearest wight. But it was either an unusually fresh corpse, or being so close to the Artifact reduced latency in the creature’s response time: it caught his blade, with an audible crunch, in one gauntleted fist. It yanked the sword out of Julian’s grip.

“Crap.” Julian reached for his pistol, but a wight bludgeoned him in the small of his back with its rifle, and he collapsed, the pistol sliding away from him across the glass-strewn floor.

Two wights dragged him to the screens, where they stood him up again, holding him by the upper arms.

The remaining screens returned to switching between different views, slowly enough for Julian to see the action.

 

A blazing inferno that was once a place of worship. Screaming people stay in the fire and die, or run out into a hail of bullets and die.

Surveying a paddock of unmoving horse carcasses. Flies buzz lazily.

Within the palace, several Resistance guys charge several wights, and are mown down by sustained gunfire.

A military cafeteria. Officers lie slumped over their meals, motionless.

A larger-than-life bronze statue of a soldier standing proud, memorial to the last war. A wight climbs sure-footedly to the statue’s back, grabs a firm hold of the soldier’s head, and twists it off with its bare hands, tossing it carelessly to one side.

 

Julian could no longer feel any mental connection to the Artifact, even standing in the same room as it. The Adam-wight stood behind and to one side of Julian, watching him instead of the screens, and the Artifact spoke through it, instead of directly into Julian’s mind. <You see this world, which you have spent your life building. This world which you have drained your blood to irrigate. This ungrateful world, which has devoured your soul and given you not the tiniest grain of gratitude in exchange. You see the world, and you see the world burning.>

Julian, watching the screens in silence, had to admit to a tiny twinge of satisfaction. They had resisted his peace at every step, and now they were getting exactly the horror they’d worked so hard to bring about. But he stamped the twinge out. Most of the people suffering had never asked for this, had nothing to do with the Resistance, had only wanted peace as Julian did.

The Adam-wight continued, <Such is the culmination of my centuries, planning in isolation. As you worked towards your feeble ends as master, so have I used you to work towards mine, servant though I was. You have provided me an army.>

                Julian gave the creature a wry look, but some flippant comment died in his throat unspoken.

                The Artifact was gloating, though Adam’s face never changed. <More foolish than the man who sows while winter approaches. More foolish than the hen who flees the farmer for the fox. More foolish than the general who allows his foe to escape the field unbroken. The worm’s desire to fly, the ocean’s desire to consume the mountains, your desire for harmony among men: forever beyond reach. Never have I allowed my powers to be used in the service of humanity, nor shall I ever allow them to be used so. Wights may be used only for destruction.>

Julian slumped his shoulders, defeated. The Artifact was right: the seeds of his failure had been planted the day he recovered it from its tomb.

Its voice sounded almost rapturous coming from Adam’s throat, <And such destruction it is! Such a terrible and beautiful armageddon.> It leaned towards Julian, its cold breath like ice on his neck, <Everything burns, Julian Malachi. Everything burns.>

Julian had the opportunity to destroy Adam, to retake control, to end the slaughter. But he had promised Kate Arkas that he wouldn’t damage Adam’s body. “Now I’m letting it happen for the sake of a promise to a dead girl.”

<Fool, you have no choice! My will is inexorable and insurmountable. As the world lives or dies according to my whim, so too do you live or die according to my whim. When your suffering ceases to amuse me and ceases to interest me, I will end you with but a thought.>

For a few moments, Julian slumped in silence between the wights holding his arms. It took him some time to gradually steel his resolve, to abandon his promise to Kate and prepare to throw his life away.

Eventually, he lifted his head high and declared, “No.”

Adam’s face contorted slightly, something resembling amusement joining the hate and rage there. It mocked, “‘No’?”, the word a twisted parody of Julian’s declaration.

Julian wanted to verify that the plan on the tip of his brain had some chance of working, so he asked the Artifact, “Tell me, when I issued a direct order for you to incinerate that body, how was it that you could defy that order?”


The Artifact’s voice sounded inordinately pleased with itself, <It is against the nature of a servant to destroy its rightful master. An unlawful command cannot be obeyed; it is of no consequence who issued it.>

Julian nodded. “That’s encouraging. I was worried you’d broken free of all rules. Maybe this’ll work after all.” Julian felt the wights’ grip on his upper arms tighten as the Artifact realized that Julian had something up his sleeve.

Then Julian switched to Caluthian, the language of honor and long-dead ceremony, the Artifact’s language. He spoke slowly to get the words just right: <Your claim to sovereignty entails adherence to certain additional rules of behavior, above and beyond that expected of a common peon: the king of Caluthi must be a consummate gentleman in every way. And thus: King Adam Grigori of the Caluthian Empire, I challenge you to a duel to the death.>

The amusement vanished from Adam’s face, very briefly replaced with surprise, before the creature cleared its face of everything but hate once again. <On what grounds?>

Julian grew more confident. His plan was now made clear to the Artifact: if it was going to kill him for it, it already would have done so. So he continued: <On the grounds that your leadership is incompetent buffoonery. On the grounds that Old Caluthi was a pit of excrement, even before you lost the war. On the grounds that your mother was an inexpensive prostitute who serviced lepers and garbage collectors.>

The Adam-wight stood silent for a few seconds, trying in vain to work its way out of this. But Julian had just insulted its command[1], its mother[2], and the motherland[3]. Even if Julian hadn’t just challenged the Artifact to a duel to the death, it would have been forced to challenge him to one. So, eventually, it replied, subdued, <Honor compels me to accept your challenge, Julian Malachi.>

The two wights holding Julian’s arms half-dragged, half-marched him out into the hallway.

 

The Adam-wight followed Julian and the wights into the corridor, drawing its battleaxe.

The wights abruptly released Julian, who staggered slightly. One of them handed him back his sword.

The Adam-wight walked several paces down the corridor, then turned to face Julian. <We fight with blades of war, to the death. Is this acceptable?>

Julian raised his sword, and replied, <Yes.>

The creature nodded solemnly. Julian took a defensive stance.

Without further ceremony, the Adam-wight charged Julian, swinging its axe. Julian rolled out of the way, and the axe struck the wall with a crash, sending chips of stone flying.

Julian observed, “You’ll dull your blade like that.”

The creature swung again. The axe cut through the air where Julian’s head had been a fraction of a second previously, and smashed into a gaslamp sconce, which exploded in a shower of glass and a gout of flame.

Julian, scrambling away, kept up the patter, “Though I suppose sharpness isn’t really the relevant quality right now.” The thing was big enough, and the wight was putting enough force behind each blow, that a single blow would crush Julian like a bug, even if the axe had been a hammer.

The Adam-wight swung the battleaxe downwards at Julian, who ducked out of the way once again. The axe clanged off the stone floor.

The creature mocked, <The mouse scurries to and fro in terror and the chicken flees the knife, but the implacable pursuer shall never falter or tire.>

Julian, a bit snippily, said, “Yes, I’m aware, thank you.”

The Adam-wight swung his axe sideways one more time, and Julian ducked again, but this move was too predictable. At the last moment and with superhuman strength, the creature deftly altered the arc of the axe, bringing it down on Julian.

Barely in time, Julian awkwardly got his sword up to block the axe, but with the screech of breaking metal, his sword snapped, half a foot from the hilt, and the axe’s blade cut deeply into his shoulder.

Julian collapsed, yelling expletives in both languages and a few more, the axe still buried in his shoulder.

The creature intoned, <Death will now be swift and merciful. Honor shall be satisfied.>

Julian mumbled something incoherent.

The creature lifted the axe, but Julian grabbed its shaft with his free hand, using it to lever himself to a standing position.

With the quickness of a lightning bolt through molasses, Julian lunged towards the Adam-wight, his movement halfway between a spring and a stagger.

He was already within the creature’s defenses, and stabbed it viciously in the face with the jagged, broken hilt-end of his sword, with an audible, bloodless crunch.

Then Julian stabbed again and again and again, randomly into Adam’s face and throat.

The creature dropped it axe and tried with both hands to get a grip on Julian, but by the time it did, it was far too late.

Adam’s legs buckled, and Julian continued to stab furiously.

The creature toppled over backwards, Julian still in its death grip.

After several more stabs, Julian subsided, dropping his broken sword, exhausted.

Adam’s face was a bloodless, ruined mess.

The wights stood impassive in the doorway.

For some time, nobody moved.


In the corridors of the palace, Betsy and several gore-soaked Resistance guys with swords and other mêlée weapons were in the middle of a pitched battle with wave upon wave of armor-less shambling corpses.

Betsy lopped the head off a corpse with her sword (it made a sickening squelching noise) and fired her pistol into the skull of another. Both corpses collapsed.

Suddenly, all the corpses stopped fighting, stopped moving altogether.

The Resistance continued to hack apart the standing, immobile corpses. It took Betsy several seconds to notice. Eventually, she shouted, “Stand down! Cease fire! Stop fighting!”

Slowly, one by one, the Resistance fighters stopped fighting.

Betsy walked up to one of the corpses: a woman, with several bullet wounds in the upper torso region. Betsy shoved the corpse experimentally. It teetered, and moved only enough to regain its balance and not fall.

Betsy wiped some gore from her face with the back of her hand as she considered this phenomenon with a baffled, “That’s funny.”

Suddenly, she swung her sword through the corpse’s neck.

It collapsed, its head and body landing with a thud and a thumpety-thumpety, respectively.

Betsy decided that she approved wholeheartedly of this development, and shouted to her followers, “Looks like it’s open season, boys! Carry on!”

With gleeful abandon, the Resistance fighters all set to hacking apart the motionless standing corpses.


Eventually, Julian spoke the single word, “Ow.”

Slowly, he extricated himself from the frozen grip of Adam’s hands. He stood, holding his wrecked, bloody shoulder. It would need tending to. Soon, as the adrenaline wore off, he would begin to feel faint from blood loss.

Turning to confront the wights, he experimentally ordered them, “Stand aside.”

They didn’t move.

Adam made an unimpressed face, then cautiously slipped between the wights, into the Artifact’s room. They still didn’t move.

All the screens were blank. The wights around the room were immobile. Julian staggered to the Artifact’s pedestal.

His brain already beginning to fog up, he announced, “Once again, I am your master. I control you.”

Nothing happened.

“Acknowledge my authority, Artifact.”

Nothing happened.

Julian continued to look unimpressed. “Alright, let’s just go, then.”

Gingerly, he gathered the Artifact from its pedestal, tucking it awkwardly under his uninjured arm. As an uncomfortably large portion of his blood was, at that point, in various places that it really shouldn’t have been[4], he couldn’t help smearing it all over the Artifact.

When Julian turned and limped to the door, all the wights fell into formation around him.

“Oh.” The importance of blood to the workings of the Artifact had somehow slipped his mind. He was no medic, but he was reasonably certain that he was going into shock.

But he retained the presence of mind to issue a new order: “I command you, Artifact: stop the extermination. Stop killing. Stand down.” He had no idea if that worked. He wasn’t entirely certain whether or not destroying the Adam-wight had already had that effect, but he wasn’t taking any chances.

As long as he controlled the wights again, maybe he could get them to help him to someplace safe.


A dozen wights marched into the library, one of them supporting Julian. The room was dark, the lamps turned down to a minimum. Most of the room’s scant light was provided by the faint blue glow of the Artifact, still under Julian’s arm, and by the even fainter light of the storm-occluded moon.

Julian closed the door behind them, and tried to lock it, but found that the lock had been broken.

The wights, in response to a half-formed thought, took up positions around the perimeter of the library.

Julian went to the nearest gas lamp and turned the flame up, illuminating the room.

Then he saw Helen Arkas, sitting slumped in a chair, her daughter’s body at her feet.

Julian and Helen stared at one another for a few seconds. Eventually, unprompted, she explained, “I knew you’d come here.”

Julian, not particularly enthusiastic about another confrontation with Helen, mumbled what he hoped was something approximating some sort of objection.

Helen gestured at the wights obeying his command, “It looks like you’ve won. You’ve retaken control.

Julian slumped against a bookshelf, silent.

“That thing,” Helen pointed to the Artifact, “has crippled the Resistance. Now you can destroy us for good, and finally build your world without us. Congratulations.”

Julian felt a sour taste in the back of his mouth. A new empire, forged in the fire of mass genocide. After all, who was left to oppose him? Carefully, he enunciated, “You cockroaches will just come back like you always do.” He was pretty sure he managed to get the words out in the intended order.

Helen paid him no mind. “You’ve got the Artifact again. Bring Kate back. Make her the first citizen of your new empire.”

Julian mumbled, “No.” He may have mumbled it more than once. He kind of lost track.

Helen lurched to her feet, suddenly angry. “Why do you suddenly care about the dead, after years of defiling them?”

Julian had already repaid Kate’s kindness with a broken promise. He didn’t want to put her body through any more unnecessary indignity, even though she would never know. “Just let her rest peacefully.”

“What right do you have to that kind of sentiment?” Helen staggered towards Julian before he could answer, grasping for the Artifact. Julian stumbled backwards.

A wight, half-unbidden, stepped in behind Helen and grabbed her by the upper arms, almost lifting her off the ground.

The sudden danger helped to bring Julian’s mind temporarily out of its fog. He asked, weary, “Can’t we have a single conversation without you trying to attack me?”

Helen’s only response was a litany of expletives. Julian made a gesture and the wight holding her clamped a hand over her mouth. So she began to kick the armored shins of the wight holding her, with a clang clang clang.

Julian sighed, “Will you continue to abuse the privilege of speech?”

Helen, eventually recognizing her current course as futile, shook her head. Julian gestured again and the wight released her mouth.

She worked her jaw for a moment, then asked, “Now what?”

Julian had not thought that far ahead. The infirmary was wrecked and burned, so he had come here, with no sense of why or where he would go next. But Julian managed to prevent himself from shrugging (it would have been quite painful to do so).

Wearily, he set the Artifact on a table between two books, wincing in pain when he moved his injured shoulder, and then sat himself down in a chair. He noticed that somewhere along the line the Artifact’s glass shell had acquired a tiny fracture.

Helen chortled almost gleefully at Julian’s pain, “That looks bad.”

Julian tried to conjure up some witty response, and produced only the cliché, “You should see the other guy.”

Gritting his teeth, Julian pulled off his bloody uniform jacket and tied its sleeves together. He managed to get it around his neck as a jury-rigged sling for his arm. Something he really should have done before going anywhere, but it hadn’t occurred to him.

Helen watched him for while, then said, “You’ll need to do something. The Resistance is coming for you. You’ll have to kill them, or let them kill you.”

Julian grumbled, “Have I ever hesitated to defend the peace? Have I ever held back?”

Helen’s response was a bitter, “No.”

Julian asked, half-genuinely curious, “What do you think I’ll do when your friends come bursting through that door?”

Julian pointed at the door, which, with impeccable timing, slammed open.

Betsy and half a dozen Resistance guys poured into the room, then stopped short, brandishing their swords.

Immediately, in unison, the wights around the perimeter of the room raised their rifles, aiming at Betsy and the Resistance. Almost as an afterthought, the wight holding Helen put the muzzle of its rifle to her neck, a trifle awkwardly. (She objected wordlessly.)

Julian managed to get back to his feet, grabbing the Artifact off the table.

Betsy aimed her pistol at Julian, demanding, “Who let you out?”

Julian gestured with a jerk of his head to Kate’s body, lying on the floor. “I’m afraid you won’t get the chance to court-martial her.”

Betsy looked only briefly consternated, before turning to the most important matter: “Hand over the, y’know, the thing.”

Julian didn’t move.

“Remit it to our custody, mate! You’ve caused enough trouble for one lifetime. High time you gave someone else a chance.”

Julian asked, “What will you do to me if I do?” He already knew the answer, he was just trying to buy himself some time to think.

“It’s like Steve said before: trial for war crimes. If you give it over, maybe the jury’ll let you off easy. If’n we can scrape together twelve people to sit one, anyhow.”

“And what will you do with the Artifact?”

“There’s a lot of rebuilding that needs doing. A lot of rescuing. I figure your little genocide didn’t leave us much in the way of manual labor…”

Helen, looking alarmed, interjected, “You’re really going to take it just to use it?”

Julian was completely unsurprised. “Just like I did.”

Betsy was indignant, “Not just like you. We could do a lot of good!”

Julian tried to stifle a derisive laugh. “I suppose you’ll have an easier time of it: starting it all over again, with so few people left to subjugate.”

Betsy narrowed her eyes at Julian’s choice of the word ‘subjugate’. “Are you impugning my motives, Malachi?”

He felt weary. “No, not really. Not if you’re anything like me. Everything I ever did was for the greater good.”

Betsy rolled her eyes, “Nobody cares about your delusions of justification. Give it over.”

It was true: everything Julian had done was for the greater good, and every step of the way, the forces of evil stymied his efforts to bring peace and prosperity. Now, the Resistance wanted to do just exactly the same thing. Maybe Betsy was right, and she’d be able to learn from Julian’s mistakes and do a better job at it. But someone else would rise up and oppose them, and the cycle would just continue indefinitely. The prospect filled Julian with an overwhelming weariness.

But, as he thought in silence (with Betsy growing more impatient and her men growing twitchier), he realized that he didn’t really care what she did with it. After a lifetime of planning and work had been reduced to ash and rubble, he felt no desire to begin again, or to let anybody else start down the same fruitless path. The world was reduced to an even worse state than it had been in before Julian had found the Artifact, but he found he was too tired to care.

Everything had already been lost. He didn’t care if the wars continued or not, he didn’t care who survived and who didn’t, he didn’t care who suffered and how much, he didn’t care what history thought of him at all. He no longer cared about making the world a better place. He just wanted to be done with it, he wanted the dead to be done with so he could rest.

So Julian stood up straight, looked at Betsy, then at Helen, and said, “This is the first selfish thing I’ve done in quite a long time.”

Then, in one sudden movement, he threw the Artifact to the floor at Betsy’s feet, as hard as he could, spiking it one-handed.

If it didn’t break, Betsy would take over, and then she would kill him. If it did break, he would probably still be killed, but at least nobody would repeat his failures – they would have to come up with all-new failures.



[1] And, by extension its commanding officer. Remember, the Artifact’s ability to control itself was a result of its two rôles, as the King and as the Artifact. An insult to the King’s leadership was an insult to the Artifact’s commanding officer, notwithstanding the fact that they happened to be the same individual. If this is confusing, that’s fine, the other two insults were unambiguous.

[2] I lied about the other two insults being unambiguous. The Artifact, of course, had no mother. It may have interpreted this insult as applying to its creator, Taitale; it may have interpreted it as applying to Adam Grigori’s mother; or it might not have interpreted it as describing a specific person at all: the rule was that an insult to a gentleman’s mother could not be tolerated, and no exception was made for the unusual case – probably the unique case, barring some bizarre case of male parthenogenesis – where the insult happened to describe an empty set.

[3] This one really was perfectly unambiguous. And besides, the intent of the other two was clear enough, even if the insults themselves may have been confusing when subjected to scrutiny.

[4] For best results, it is usually ideal to keep all of one’s blood inside one’s body, and specifically inside one’s circulatory system.


Monday, October 27, 2025

De Anima: Chapter Five

Suddenly, the gatehouse door burst open and several Resistance fighters, led by Betsy, surged through. The wights on guard in the room fired, but the Resistance managed to behead them before anyone was too badly injured.

The gatehouse was a room in the palace’s outer wall; the room’s one window looked out on the main gates.

Betsy slammed the door behind them, sliding the deadbolt to lock it, then ambled to the window and glanced down. A line of wights and shambling corpses were still making their way into the palace. This flow of wights was problematic for the Resistance’s designs on the palace.

Two large levers were set into the floor on either side of the room. Betsy wasn’t intimately familiar with the designs of the palace, but it didn’t seem like a particularly unreasonable deduction to suppose that these levers controlled the gates.

So she gestured to the levers, and said, “Let’s try to stem the tide of bad guys, boys.” Two of the Resistance guys went to the levers, and pulled them in unison.

Gratifyingly, the palace’s main gates began to grind slowly closed. That would delay the wights. At least until they noticed the big holes the Resistance had put in half the side doors. Which, in retrospect, seemed a bit ill-advised. Oh, well. Live and learn.

There was a smash from the other side of the room’s only door, as wights or corpses tried to retake the gatehouse.

Perhaps ‘living’ was not to be. But everyone knows the ‘learning’ part is paramount, anyway.


In one of the palace’s many identical corridors, Helen sat slumped next to Kate’s body, numb to the world, utterly defeated. She almost didn’t notice when a section of wall slid open nearby, disgorging Julian.

Glancing around, he spotted Kate’s twisted body. His shoulders slumped slightly. He’d rather liked her. It had seemed like she was the only one in the Resistance with any sense. He mumbled, to himself more than to Helen, “I didn’t mean for that to happen.”

Helen looked up, her eyes bloodshot with grief and fury, her face streaked with tears, and Julian knew that he had spoken unwisely. In a bitterly quiet voice, she said, “You didn’t mean for innocent people to die? What, when you declared war on the world? What did you expect, flowers in the streets? When you meddled with forces beyond human comprehension? When you let the wights get away from you? Did you really expect you could achieve anything good at the head of an army of soulless zombies?”

Julian quailed slightly under this verbal onslaught. It had once seemed so simple, but he was starting to see some wisdom in Helen’s position. “I didn’t think –”

“You didn’t think!” Helen grabbed her sword from the floor, and somehow managed to stagger to her feet. “You just acted, and to hell with the consequences!”

“Everything I did was for the greater good –”

“You talk all lofty about the greater good, while everybody dies.” Helen advanced on Julian, waving her sword a bit unsteadily at him.

Julian, his hands up in a gesture of mollification, backed away. “You can blame me for your husband, but you can’t blame me for everything that’s ever gone wrong. You can’t blame me for this.”

Helen roared, “I can and I will! You’ve killed everyone! Everyone I ever loved is dead because of you!”

“I didn’t kill Kate! You did!” Every step of the way, Julian had given specific orders that Kate and Helen not be harmed. It was Helen who had given the Artifact all the tools it needed to usurp Julian’s control. And he rather resented it, along with her accusations. “You sent Adam after me, you brought the Artifact to power! It was you, not me!”

Helen made a garbled noise, waving her sword, and managed to roar, “You made it necessary!”

Julian’s fists were clenched in anger. “I brought peace to the world, only your Resistance was too blind to notice!”

“Your ragnarok brought nothing but death and horror!”

“And you let me! You brought me to the Artifact!”

This rather low blow collapsed Helen’s defenses. Julian was only the second person Helen blamed for the ragnarok. Now he had pinned the other half of the blame exactly where Helen had, privately, all these years.

Collapsing against Julian, dropping her sword and giving up the fight, Helen could only squeak out, “I know. I screwed everything up.”

Julian, baffled, supported Helen as she spent a few long moments sobbing.

Eventually, she recovered her composure, wiping her face with the back of her hand. Looking up at Julian, she demanded, “Where’s the Artifact? We need to bring her back.”

“…excuse me?” Julian had a sinking feeling he knew where this was going.

“We need to bring Kate back!”

“That’s really not a good –”

“Even if she comes back wrong like Adam did, at least she’ll have a chance to be with him! You know how she felt about him!”

Julian was taken entirely by surprise by this reasoning. Flabbergasted, he could only respond, “You’ve gone mad.”

“Everyone I loved is dead because of my failures and your successes! I have nothing left; maybe I can at least give Kate what she wanted!”

“I really can’t let you –”

“Why not?”

This stumped Julian. He really wasn’t sure why not. Helen’s reasoning made a twisted sort of sense. There would be as much left of Kate as there was of Adam – which is to say, probably none at all – so it wasn’t like they would benefit from both being wights. But it wasn’t like either one of them would benefit from not being wights, either. He kind of felt like he owed Kate a favor, and he wasn’t sure that bringing her body back as a wight would be in her best interests.

Eventually, Julian produced, half-ironically, the only answer he could think of: “Because I have too much respect for the dead.” This wasn’t a particularly accurate approximation of his feelings on the matter, but until he had time to analyze them in more detail, it would have to do.

Helen looked bewildered; respect for the dead was the very thing the Resistance had spent fifteen years accusing him of lacking. It was why Carl had gotten into the Resistance in the first place, and why Helen had been pulled in.

Julian shrugged wryly, “I know, it’s a weird feeling. But I won’t help you make Kate a wight.”

Helen just stared for several seconds, mustering her composure and her strength.

Suddenly, she shoved Julian awkwardly away, yelling, “Then die!” She swung her sabre at him, but he ducked and rolled out of the way.

She swung again, but Julian scooted out of the way and ran headlong down the corridor.

Helen tried to pursue, but collapsed against a wall after a few steps, panting, weakened by grief and exhaustion and her two-day-old injuries.

She managed to spit the single expletive, “Balls.”


Sunday, October 19, 2025

De Anima: Chapter Four

At some point, Kate, unnoticed, had slipped away from the conversation.

A Resistance guard stood watch over the door to the janitorial supply closet.

Kate gestured back to the main warehouse floor, “I think they were making soup over there.” This was not a lie. “I’ll watch over the prisoner for awhile, if you want to go have some.”

The soldier looked skeptical for a moment, but eventually his hunger won out, and he wandered off in search of the soup.

The janitor’s keychain on its lanyard had been hung from the closet’s doorknob. Kate unlocked the door and stepped inside.

Julian looked up at her. It took him a moment to recognize and positively identify her as Helen’s daughter.

Kate demanded, “Tell me what happened.”

Julian raised an eyebrow in query. Lots of things had happened, and he wasn’t entirely certain to what she was referring.

So she clarified, “Why did the wights go crazy?”

Julian considered whether, and how honestly, he might go about answering this question, and where he would start. Eventually, he decided on ‘yes’, ‘maximally’, and ‘from the most basic relevant principles’, respectively. So he tried to explain: “Bear in mind that any explanation I might come up with is mostly speculation.”

Kate gestured for him to continue, so he did so: “The Artifact is programmed with two directives: first, it must obey, above all others, the commands of any members of the Caluthian Royal Family. Failing that, it must obey any command issued directly to it by whatever human happens to control it.”

Kate interrupted, because it could be important, “How do you control it?”

Julian hesitated. How much did he want to tell these people? He didn’t want them to get control of the Artifact. With Julian in control of it, he could make sure it was used only for good. He had no such assurances about the Resistance. So he answered, “A supreme act of will.” Technically the truth, albeit an incomplete one.

Kate crossed her arms and waited. She didn’t look like she was buying it.

It wasn’t like Julian could control the thing anymore, anyway. Not with Adam around. And if he were killed, and nobody else figured it out, the Artifact could be left in control of itself forever – he wasn’t sure it was even possible to destroy the thing, because he had never particularly tried to do so.

So eventually, Julian sighed, and provided the rest of the truth: “And blood. My blood reactivated it, so its connection is to me.”

Satisfied with this explanation, Kate gestured for Julian to continue with his explanation. So he did, “Well, some of the pronouns Taitale used in his Personal Memoir are just slightly off –”

Kate interrupted, “Please spare the obscure grammatical nuances. We really don’t have time. Just the conclusions, please.”

Julian supposed that perhaps now was indeed not quite the proper time for a linguistics lecture, so he shrugged, and said, “Very well: I think the Artifact considers any corpse it controls to be an extension of itself.”

Even without the linguistics background information, comprehension dawned on Kate, “So if it controls a member of the Caluthian Royal Family…”

Julian completed the thought, “…then it is a member of the Caluthian Royal Family, and its own orders supersede mine.”

Kate pondered this for a few moments, and then declared, “Well, balls.”

Julian quite agreed with this sentiment.

Then Kate asked, “If I let you go, can you retake control without hurting Adam?”

“…what?”

“Can you –”

“I heard you.” It had not been that kind of ‘what?’ Julian had simply been taken aback, unprepared for the question. He had to mull it over for a few moments, but eventually answered, “There’s really not much left of Adam to hurt.”

“But can you do it?”

It was a difficult question. He would have to permanently sever the connection between Adam’s body and the Artifact, and the only way he knew how to do that was to destroy or damage the body enough that the Artifact’s power could no longer keep a hold on it. Even then, if it was anything like the other wights at all, the body was only a mindless puppet, and severing the connection, if it could be done without damaging the body any further, would just kill him again anyway.

So Julian answered, “Probably not.” It was almost an honest answer. In truth, he was pretty sure there was no ‘probably’.

Kate, thinking, bit her lip.

Julian broke the silence to ask, “You really want me to retake control? Your whole life spent trying to overthrow me, and now you want a return to the status quo?”

Kate looked rueful. “Try not to make me regret it. If anyone can do it, it’s you. The world was… it was objectively better off with you in charge than it is now, with the Artifact calling the shots and killing everything that lives.”

Julian could not disagree with this assessment, so he remained silent.

Kate returned to her previous line of thinking, insisting, “Promise you won’t hurt Adam.”

Julian was pretty sure he couldn’t retake control without hurting Adam. But he hadn’t even been trying to retake control. Until Kate brought it up, it hadn’t been on his agenda at all. And even if he did decide to try retaking control, well, maybe somebody else would destroy Adam to make it possible.

So, after several seconds of sitting in silence, watching Kate and thinking, Julian finally said, gravely, “Very well.”

Kate nodded, satisfied. “Good.” Then, one-handed (her other arm being in a sling), she unbuckled her sword-belt and held it out to Julian. He recognized it as his own; the sword and pistol hanging from the belt were his. How convenient.


Kate emerged from the supply closet, glancing in both directions. Julian followed, and Kate closed and locked the supply closet door.

In silence (except for the soft sound of Julian buckling on his sword-belt), they skulked to the warehouse’s back door, at the end of the hallway.

Kate pushed the door open. Rain fell in sheets, gusting inside.

Julian inclined his head to her as he walked out into the rain, saying, “Thank you.” For soliciting (and listening to) his explanation. For letting him go. For holding the door open for him.

Then something occurred to him, and he stopped and turned back to Kate. Loudly, over the driving rain, he asked, “What vendetta does your mother have against me?”

This was not exactly the best time or place for a long discussion of all the reasons Helen hated Julian. Kate hesitated even trying to start listing them.

But she knew that there was one root cause, and everything else was post hoc justification. So, tersely, she explained, “She blames two people for my father’s death. You’re one of them.”

Julian had suspected it must have been something like that. Something personal. Helen’s hate was too focused to be based on mere philosophical differences. “Ah. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize to me. I don’t remember him, I was only three when he joined the Resistance.”

“Ah. Nevertheless…”

Kate waved him away, “Just go.”

Without another word, Julian nodded and stepped away into the rain-soaked night. Kate let the door swing closed behind him.


Bodies were scattered around the marketplace. The torrential rain had washed most of the blood from the ground. Wares lay abandoned in heaps; several stalls had collapsed.

Wights in armor and shambling fresh corpses collected bodies, one at a time, and carried them into the palace’s front gates, one at a time.

Betsy, Helen, Kate, and about a dozen Resistance fighters lurked in the shadow of a building. Several of the Resistance guys, like Helen and Kate, sported various bandages. Somebody had given Helen new boots.

Quietly, Betsy, warned the others, “Careful of the fresh ones, kiddies. They may not look like much, but the fresh ones are stronger[6]. Could punch out a boulder, if it looked at ‘em the wrong way. Don’t let ‘em touch you.”

In the darkness and the rain, she squinted and tried to make out the face of her analog wristwatch[7]. “That look like twelve to you?” Midnight had been the appointed hour.

Helen shrugged. She couldn’t see the watch’s face well enough to read it, either.

Betsy frowned, but said, “Ehh, good enough.”

Stepping away from the building, Betsy aimed a flare gun into the sky. She hesitated only for a moment before pulling the trigger.

A flare streaked into the sky, illuminating the surroundings with a russet glow.

Several wights and shambling corpses noticed, and looked at Betsy.

Then half a dozen of the Resistance fighters charged the marketplace, yelling.

A few wights fired their rifles, and a few of the Resistance guys fell. The unarmed corpses shambled forward to meet the oncoming Resistance force in mêlée.

With the enemy thus distracted, Betsy, Helen, Kate, and the rest of the Resistance fighters kept to the shadows, making for the nearby side door, which Julian and Helen had left open.

Most of the corpses were swiftly beheaded in the mêlée. One managed to grab a Resistance fighter and snap his neck with its bare hands.

Then the ground quaked and the rain-lashed night was briefly illuminated by massive explosions at several of the palace’s other side doors. The Resistance was mounting a full-fledged assault.


The vestibule was a mostly featureless stone room. There were three closed interior doors; the fourth door led outside. Several Resistance fighters trooped inside.

Helen made a beeline for a side wall. When last she was here, she’d been with Julian, and they hadn’t come out any of the interior doors. There was another door, leading to the secret passageway they had used. She groped around on the wall, trying to figure out how to activate the secret door.

They had gone over the plan. They had no idea where the Artifact was actually kept, so the idea was to split up into pairs and search the palace manually, hoping some group would stumble upon the Artifact before the wights wiped everybody out. All agreed, it was not a very good plan, but it was the best plan they had.

So the group split up. Pairs of Resistance guys took the obvious doors to bland, industrial hallways. Betsy, Kate, and another pair waited for Helen to activate the secret passageway.

Betsy checked her watch again.

Eventually, Helen yanked on a lamp fixture in exactly the right way, and a wall swung open to reveal a spiral staircase.

Betsy gestured, and up they went.

 

Betsy and two Resistance fighters stepped out of the secret passageway, into the prison hallway. The floor was sticky with blood. Helen and Kate, splitting off from the group, continued further up the secret staircase.

A pair of Resistance guys make their way cautiously down a palace hallway. Several unarmed, unarmored shambling corpses burst from a side room, and the Resistance guys, though surprised, manage to hack them to pieces.

Wights ransack a palace infirmary, tossing boxes of medical supplies and bottles of chemicals to the floor. The Artifact and its army has no need of medical supplies, and wants to deprive its living foes of them. Something catches fire, and the whole room goes up in flames.

Several wights descending a staircase meet a full squad of Resistance guys coming up. A firefight ensues. None of the Resistance fighters make it out of the meat-grinder alive.

At the main gates, squad upon squad of wights and corpses march through the gates, into the palace.


Cautious, Julian snuck through a secret passage. Hearing wights marching in an adjoining corridor, he froze, silent, until they passed.

Steve led a squad of Resistance fighters sneaking through a dim storage room, filled with rack upon rack of unused wight armor.

From somewhere unseen, wights opened fire. Bullets clanged off the racks of armor.

Some of the Resistance guys returned fire. Some of them may have had targets, but some were just firing blindly. Others scrambled to find better cover, or an exit.

Steve managed to escape into an adjacent room. He began to yell, “In here—!”, but cut himself off when he noticed the room’s occupants.

It appeared to be some sort of combination fitting room and smithy. A hot forge and several anvils occupied one wall of the room.

Standing in the center of the room was Adam’s body, surrounded by several armorless corpses, fussing over him. Over his blood and mud-soaked clothes, he had been equipped with a modified[8] version of the standard wight’s armor – it was still smoking slightly, hot off the forge.

Steve backed slowly out of the room, but the Adam-wight had already spotted him.

It held out one gauntleted hand, and one of the shambling corpses handed it Adam’s battleaxe.

Then it stepped forward, advancing inexorably on Steve.

It intoned, <As the moths flock to the lantern’s light, so too do the insolent mortals flock to the seat of their master’s power, to bow and do abjection before him. So shall it be: a blood sacrifice on the altar of the conquering reaper.>

Steve, not being much of one for classical linguistics, could not understand a word of it, but the menace in the creature’s voice, and the hate on its face, was clear enough. He backed up against a rack of armor with a clang, and glanced back to see what obstacle was impeding his progress.

While Steve was looking away, the Adam-wight rushed forward suddenly, swinging its battleaxe.

Steve ducked out of the way, and the axe struck the rack of armor with a crash, cleaving through the rack’s structure and sending breastplates crashing to the floor.

Steve hastily drew his pistol and drew a bead on the creature, but it swung its axe downward, cleaving Steve’s arm off at the elbow with a shower of blood.

Steve was too shocked to do anything but yell a garbled “Shitting—!”

He was interrupted by a backhand swing from Adam’s axe, which took off the top of his head, spattering gore everywhere.

The Adam-wight, satisfied, turned to go. Bullets clanged off the racks of armor as he left them behind.


Kate and Helen made their way aimlessly through the corridors, searching for the rest of the Resistance, for the Artifact, for anything.

Helen was musing, “I might be able to find my way to the library; maybe it’s near there?”

Kate shushed her mother, with a “Shh, do you hear that?”

Helen canted her head to listen, and heard the tromp tromp tromp of a single wight approaching.

Drawing her cavalry sabre, she whispered, “Yes.”

But something about the sound sounded wrong to Kate. She began to say something, but trailed off as she saw Adam turn a corner, coming into view, in the armor of a wight, his bloodied axe slung at his back.

After a moment, Kate found words to say to her mother, “Don’t move,” and walked slowly down the corridor towards Adam. He showed no signs of noticing her presence.

Helen called after her daughter, “Are you mad?”

Kate called back, “I know what I’m doing.” Then she called out to the wight, “Adam! It’s me, Kate! Do you remember me?”

Adam slowed, then stopped. His face showed no emotions but hate and rage. It spoke, in a tongue unfamiliar to both Kate and Helen, <The land is reduced to desolation, the cities are burned with fire. The people are naked before the cleansing scourge.>

Kate slowly approached to within several yards of Adam, saying to herself, “That’s not encouraging.” Then, to Adam, “I know you’re in there somewhere, Adam. You remember me, don’t you?”

<A girl child shows no fear. The brave and the craven, the proud and the broken, the lion and the mouse, all shall wither into dust and crumble before my onslaught. For I am called Death, and before me, all things are powerless and impotent.>

Kate faltered. “I really can’t understand you, Adam. Can you hear me?” She was pretty sure that there must have been some remnant of Adam in there, else it would already have killed her.

<She calls forth the grasses to return to the salted earth and the nectar to flow in the cut blossom. She calls forth the deer to return from the wolf’s gullet, the words to be recalled to the lips once spoken. She calls for a soul, once fled, to return and form the words of her own tongue.>

Kate stopped walking towards the creature. It occurred to her now that the reason Adam hadn’t yet killed her might be because it didn’t perceive her as a threat, not because it remembered her. “…Adam?”

<The end of all things shall not be halted or delayed. The reaper shall continue on its inexorable mission.> The Adam-wight began walking forward again, paying no further mind.

Kate understood its movement, if she didn’t understand its words. “Balls. Adam, stop! I know you’re in there! Stop!”

The creature continued to walk forward, ignoring her.

Kate planted herself firmly in its path. Defiant, “Adam, if you’re on your way to go kill more people, you’re going to have to go through me to do it!”

This got the creature’s attention. It stopped a few feet from Kate. Slowly, it looked down at her.

They stood like that for several seconds.

Eventually, the creature spoke, for the first time in language Kate could understand. Its words were strained and slightly garbled. It said, “Very well.”

The creature raised its arms, as if to embrace Kate in a hug. Relieved to have finally gotten a response, she practically threw herself at him.

In one fast motion, almost too quick for the eye to see, the Adam-wight snapped Kate’s neck. She crumpled to the ground.

Helen, shocked into immobility, dropped her sword and emitted a high-pitched, wordless noise of grief.

The creature stepped over Kate’s body, paying Helen no mind, and continued on its way down the hall.




[6] One might observe, quite correctly, that rigor mortis begins after a few hours after death, reaches its peak strength within 12 hours, and only gradually dissipates over the course of a few days. So you might think that, regardless of the comparative strength of fresh wights as compared to stale ones, a fresh one should be, if nothing else, much stiffer, and thus less dexterous. One might also observe that, though Betsy had had probably more experience doing battle against the wights than anyone, she may not have had very much direct experience with wights fresher than a few days old, and might have on that account failed to account for the stiffness of rigor mortis. Or, perhaps, she did know what she was on about, and whatever sorcery allowed the Artifact to impel the wights to move also negated or ameliorated the effects of rigor mortis.

[7] Analog was, of course, the only kind of wristwatch available at the time.

[8] It lacked the glass visor, and the neck was more thoroughly protected by bulkier shoulder plates. Perhaps the dexterity of fresh corpses was great enough to manage these modifications on their own, or perhaps it was a new prototype that the armory boys had hoped to put into wide circulation. One assumes that it fixed the visor problem, if nothing else.